my mind is made up.
and im gonna move on with life.
the past are mere memories. im glad it once happened to me in this lifetime.
relationships is gonna be sth i will be putting aside.
letting nature take its course. but it goes without saying that, i wan to fully recover from the hurts and pain in the past few years. only wif full recovery can i love a person with my best.
as such, its best i take a clean break from it. perhaps do some soul searching and think again what i really want too.
and afterall, i grow up independently. i should continue this way.
im always a cheerful girl in the past. smiles will nvr leave me.
always learning to pick myself up again when i fall.
this is who i truly am.
and im gonna find myself back.
im touched by my cuzzie's simple tag. and whn seein tat im incl. in her treasures' list, it melts me evn more. she's the closest cousin tat i hv and i love her to bits. and xuan, a msg to u is tat, dun worry. si si juz suffered a fall. as u grow up, u wil also hv times whn u fall. whn u cant find a way to get up and this is part and parcel of life. dun worry too much abt me as im gettin stronger aft each ordeal. and no matter wat, i wont disappoint anyone in the family. nor am i gonna disappoint grandma. *smiles* also, we nid to mit soon again! =P
sth to add on,
i dun wish to care about any other things tat's outside my focus alrd.
i wan to be FOCUSSED. and FULL-FORCE focussed.
know its gonna b tough. its not gonna be a fun path to take. but im ready to undergo the rough patch of life alone, cuz it only do me good.
every thing tat happened had strengthened me yet again.
its time to take a step and lunge forward.
prepare a warm welcome for the si si that lives in the hearts of u those who hv been wif me for yrs.
im gonna be back, brand new, better. stronger.
life is like a bus ride. u alight at a stop and stay put for awhile. whn the time is up, u re-board, u move on. whn u hit the terminal, tat's whn yr new journey of life begins.